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Every morning I wake up with a head full of things to do. I scramble around trying to put them in lists of importance all while trying to keep the peace within my little brood (trying to recall everything I've learned and read about parenting at the same time.) I love being a wife and the quirks that come with having my man forever. I love to be creative and thrive on crossing off my to do list. I strive to find balance and put first things first which brings me PEACE & JOY and allows me to sleep so much easier when I do. I think that one of the secrets to being HAPPY in life is to find that balance. I'm learning how to be kinder to myself and learning patience in progress. Everyday, through the thick and thin of life I'm trying to turn my heart towards heaven and remember what's really important.Oh, and I love to eat, so much so that I love to exercise too.

8.28.2010

She is me.

I see me.
Red.
Big Eyes.
I hear me.
Sweet.
Sour.
Stern.
I feel me.
Soft.
Kids.
Breath.
 
 
Inside me.
My heart.
My soul.
My thoughts.
Emotions.
Fears.
Doubts.
Hopes.
This girl I am,
is who I've been.
She. is. more than she thinks she is.
Insecure?
Yes.
Emotional?
Yes.
Good?
Yes.
 
She gets down inside. 
Forgets?
 Yes.
Perhaps she should remember.
Remember?
Be grateful.
Remember?
A Father in Heaven.
Remember?
I'm His daughter.
Remember?
 My mother.
What would she say?
"Kimi, don't be so hard on yourself."
 
Inside?
There's just. so. much.
A million thoughts a day
some happy?
Yep.
some sad?
Yep.
some so upsurd?
Yep.

She really should be happy.
Much more often.
giggle.

xoxoxoxo.
 
 Smile.
 
 
Thank you.


No more uglies.
I mean it.
Anyone got a peanut?

I'm the girl.
I am.
No one else.
I am.
Me.
Red.
Big eyes.
Big heart.
Deep love.
 
Love her.
Love the Red.
Love all she is.
She is me.
I am her.



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3 comments:

  1. EarlGirl8/29/2010 11:05 PM

    Beautiful! I love your poetry. Keep writing it!

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  2. tharker9/02/2010 4:06 PM

    Welcome back, my friend!

    This was beautiful. As are you. Inside and outside.

    P.S.
    Love the Princess Bride reference!!!

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  3. Jodee9/03/2010 10:40 PM

    You have the best pictures of you when you were young! Love the poetry. So sincere and raw.

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