I worked out today, but...

Before I even start the warm up I'm dreading the pain.
Especially when I've gone weeks without a solid workout program.
I tell myself, "I'm going to workout today."
And then, I quit on myself.
I skip a workout.
Day after day.
I don't follow through with promises to myself.
Makes me kind of feel bad about me.

My clothes don't fit like they did.
I feel sluggish.
When I carry a sleeping girl up the stairs I think I might stop breathing.

And then.
An invitation.
Do I want to go to Hawaii?
Why yes!!!



Now, when I get the burn.
When the pain is there.
I think of myself on the beach,
with my fit self.
Not beating up on me.
Just enjoying it all- in a swimsuit.

Me? In Hawaii!
Soaking up the sun on the North Shore.
September 15-22
I can't believe it!!


♥