Once again, going private.

I've wanted to go private since I threatened before but I was basically up to my eye balls with Christmas and my mom's cancer. Now, I think I have time to invite whomever would like to continue reading my blog. If you've already told me you want an invite please ask me again and email your request to kswmom (dot) verizon ( net). I would be honored if you would like to continue reading and please don't hesitate to ask if you've been lurking. I am pretty open about my faults and triumphs and don't want just anyone to read about my life. By anyone, I mean, people who wouldn't appreciate me or might mock what I have to say. I share personal thoughts and feelings because I think it helps me connect with people. I don't ever want others to think I'm something I'm not or compare themselves in unrealistic ways. I know its probably because I do it. When I don't really know someone I tend to make assumptions and I get intimidated easily. Silly huh? It probably stems from somewhere in my childhood. Maybe I should get on the Dr. Phil Show........ naaaaaaaaaaa. I think I'm working out most of my kinks by thinking and blogging.